ELEMENT RHYMES

FUCK YO’ TEACHER..OH.. AND RACISM!

A Mans biography is written on his face

And most of Ya’ll is Illiterate so you can’t read what It say

The seeds of deceit grow evil and unrecognized

Man is unknowingly wicked beyond the thought of his ways

I want to be different

I constantly read books and occasionally meditate to reprogram myself

25 years of being fed trash

That is a FUCKLOAD of heavy weight

Another 25 to fix it

Hell NAW

Tie me up and Hang me from a Tree like Strange fruit

Or tie me up and roll me to Death by the gators

Even cut them open to melt me with Mountain Lion stomach acid

….

Their is Something seriously wrong

I can FEEL it but cannot always ARTICULATE it

I sometimes Don’t know what to say so I hold Back

It must be the programming of fear put into my hardrive

It must me the way Society taught me with the same handmedown ways of doing things when Information on a single subject more than doubles in every instant

How could we keep the same teachings and strategies that contribute to the same patterns of Thought when the world of development is moving at such High speed

YOU know we NEED a NEW CURRICULUM

A new Teacher

Someone who keeps it real and does not discriminate

Weather Black or White or Yellow or Brown

We need to be able to talk about things like Healthy diets religion and especially race openly because the color of our skin still plays a part in how we are treated

I AM BLACK

I am stereotyped and categorized because of the color of my skin

This Makes me different for Different reasons

But It does not define who I Am

I appreciate my heritage Look up to My “LEADERS” and fight for my kind because of the condition SEEMINGLY SET FORTH by the WHITE race

But for How long can you put the Blame On others and Consistently make excuse because of your Heritage

Things CHANGE

Time permits No permanent

EXCEPT change it’s self

I have very little Schooling

WHY

Because I rarely paid attention in class because I could not find a subject that could hold my interest

I may have seemed like a trouble maker but the issue was from a young age I truly UNDERSTOOD

THAT IS

IS


Key words, events, actions of others, Media impressions, situations, and the effects of Life shaped my thinking

Basically my Life Was GOD

Sometimes I Quote scriptures from the bible without even have ever reading that particular passage

NOT VERBATIM

YOU IDIOT

JUST the concepts and principles of what is relevant at the time

Which are still relevant today…

…….

I JUST WISHED…

I had a teacher teach me how to keep the Police off My BLACK ASS

I Would have liked to learn The difference between the Thought Processes OF the whites and the blacks… IN the same room as the WHITES AND THE BLACKS at a young age..

Then we would have BETTER… NOT WHOLE.. HOWEVER BETTER

Understanding of each other

You Know What UNDERSTANDING BRINGS

Peace

With PEACE we prosper and flourish

WIth PEACE we have no wars

Through talks of religion race politics and updated real life issues what is their to be overlooked

When we group all the basic principles of what these things have in common all while appreciating the particulars of the difference that makes the diffrence that is really born for the positive no matter how SEEMINGLY negative from each others perspective

WE are all Individuals with individual ways of thinking and that will never be changed

…..

We need TOUGH TEACHINGS starting from the DAMN! womb to be able to have  a VERY POSSIBLE peace in an SEEMINLY impossible world to deal with

With so mush stress on this planet to think it comes from NOT KNOWING

&….

WE DON’t Know because we do not understand because no one promotes it

We are just programed to work for several corporations to increase their profits and continue to be a lab rat running on the Wheel.

FUCK THAT

I want more

IF YOU read all of this then you in your heart of hearts and in the unseen molecules of your soul know something is wrong

YOU are anxious to MAKE a DIFFERENCE

If so PLEASE REACH out to ME with SOME PoSITIVE words of reinforcement

We can somehow make a change together

PEACE BE TO YOU ALL..

SHE IS MY FUTURE

I think I Have found the girl of my lifetime

My Wife

Even the Rabbi said so

I even had visions before they came

Me picking her up in her wedding dress and carrying her frantically out the door where I would have the helicopter waiting

We would travel to a foreign destination

Somewhere where we Alone can appreciate nature

The Living aspects of the Earth that go ignored and unappreciated

I know its alot

But it can be Done

..

My future

She holds the key to my heart

Sometimes I wonder if it is to much to express appreciation consistently without it getting tired and played out and not having the same effect as it did initially

So I save them For the MOMENTS that they matter most

My Future

If you follow me and have ever noticed let me confirm

The dots represent the breaking in my thought pattern when writing

YOU may see the jumping from subject to subject or just the intention of leaving a lasting impression

Or because it is randomly done in an act to separate myself from the mundane pattern of insane INSANE insanity conforming…

PERMUTATION

NO_Thing wrong with that

Just an attempt to give you ALL in nothing

MY future

Seems to except me for me No Matter What I Am or What I DO

Because even if I was a failure she would have my back and I would have hers

Their is nothing that separates us

Their is this unspoken trust of knowing that Neither of us would stray under no circumstances

….

2 YOU

MY future…

They say a Sagittarius is a flirt my Nature

&..

My specific day according to the planets I will not settle unless for True Love

Otherwise I’d be a whore beyond Promiscuity

Which I was not…… but Turning into 1 b4 i met You after turning into the Tender age of 25

Something about this era just calls for Estrogen beyond what I can seemingly control

& My aura attracted and attracts All

It is unexplainable

So flirting was still occurring

But never with the intention of an expectation of an act of emotional betrayal

I can be unconsciously manipulative by my December 16, 1986 Nature

…MY..

It was for entertainment..

For so observe the prospects for entertainment

Quality IN fact

But Always subpar to your greatness

I found myself loosing the urge of even having the thought

I found myself loosing the sexual and emotional desires of anything else

I found myself in the realization that A male can be friends with Attractive females and keep it friendship without the risk of cheating

I found myself in the unspoken trust you put in me

With even knowing that I am the definition of crazy and spontaneous

ANYTHING could happen

I Found Myself through YOU

Through You I found MYSELF

LOVE IS LOVING YOUR LOVE YET ALLOWING IT TO GROW FROM A DISTANCE

LOVE IS NOT SMOTHERING WITH INSECURITIES TO THE POINT IT CAN”T BREATHE

LOVE IS SIMPLE AND KIND

FOREVER & UNIQUE

UNBIASED

ACCEPTING AND HONEST

& This Belongs 2 MY FUTURE

You know who YOU are

Nothing compares to You

I Will always be here for you

& SO you know… IF I Have not Said.. EVEN tho somehow I know you know..

I do Have Faults

Occasional Hardcore drug usage.. Unproductive Desires.. The VERY VIOLENT rage from My Dark ABUSIVE past

You accept me for me

….

MY FUTURE

You are Seemingly PERFECT

Through My intuitive analysis you have no faults

When you act in a manner consider to be in the paradigm of wrong in the realm of the AVERAGE.. it is from a JUSTIFIABLE cause of the TRUTH

AMAZING even Sociologist Psycologist  Therapist and Shrinks must admit

Through the ABUSIVE event you WENT through TWICE

You Hold your ground with strength and dignity and progress in an Impressive Manner that others can admire with the utmost of respect

EVEN

IF I do find considerable faults

They would NEVER shake The ULTIMATE TRUE LOVE

UNWAVERING AND PROGRESSIVE IN THE FACE OF DIFFICULTIES

……….

my future

I just want to say..

I love you

More than now or then

Because NOTHING is as important as…

MY FUTURE

The End.

Acceptance of your essence. You are divine. You are divine love, divine wisdom and knowledge, divine experience and divine consciousness. This is who and what you are. Human words cannot express your true essence, but you will know when you feel it.

—Inelia Benz (via wethinkwedream)

(via jheneaiko)

Turn On The Lights Freestyle.. More Like Turn OFF the lights… HAHAHAH!!

Enjoy!

The tiny seed knew that in order to grow, it needed to be dropped in dirt, covered in darkness, and struggle to reach the light.

—Unknown (via lucifelle)

(Source: pill0whead, via jheneaiko)

Black Cloud Reckoning

You Don’t want what I have

You Don’t need what i lost

This could be the day of my reckoning

A judgement between you and the furious 

Do not attempt to predict the unpredictable

Unless you are ready for unprecedented events

The viral vortex inside my minds eye

Exploding with infinite algorithms pacing through the vacuum of a black hole

Why this cavum

Such a black whole

It’s the pain that keeps me alive I can no longer bear

High Blood pressure raising with the thinning of the hair

Today is serious

..

It represents more than just another

This is a turning point from psst off to get gone

Have you swam through  a tar pit of confusion

Drowned in distraught and delusion

Seriously went into emotional contusions

This is the life that I know

More than anything in this world that matters

And If I make it through I pray my soul don’t shatter

This is is more than just what is written

This is what has been

…. and now…

It must end.

Element- Living Life (Official Music Video) Produced by TREbeats

I wrote this song coming from a time when music meant much. Hearing this song takes me back to a special place where i hold sentimental value. Rest in Peace Aaliyah. You will always have a place in our hearts. And through your music. You live forever.

-Element

Vent Dracula

I pushed the past away

Like nothing mattered

When I’ve invested so much

Today we  pass away

.

The Black Gargoyle 

Meet my face Once again for the last time

Charbroiled hearts in the pits of a grimmy stomach

I’d save you from a burning building while neglecting the burning children

Be still and Be quiet

Be not that insecure and Be silent

Be what you came to be

Fools fall for false fables feeding off fear factors from all angles

Not Angels

You haven’t earned a Halo yet

Trying to get to God with Clipped wings

You fall in the process

….

The Essence

The Blessing

The energetic field of the stressing

The monster inside of the monster

Yearning for expressing

Yelling out with your ears covered

In the corner uncomfortable

Like you’ve been molested by your lover

..

If you never had a pain that cuts so deep you can’t shake the scars after 25 years

You just can’t relate until you’ve tasted Dracula’s salty tears

Until you’ve cut yourself in various places

Until you faced yourself for so long you forgot

Who you were

When what you were is what your not

Brake me take me out this shell

Reaching for help

But no one helps

I must be lucky to survive and write

From my Dungeon Chamber

Where I could die tonite